Not Again !!!!

Why does it happen? When ever I am in a good mood, happy about my achievements or feeling great about myself, or looking forward for an appriciation.... people around me are sad, depressed or angry. While trying to console them, i have to compromise on my feelings. Sometimes delaying telling them the great news, sometimes totally keeping it to myself in the fear of rejection. So i ask again why do i have to face this? Dont my feelings have the same importance as other's? if they are then why dont they get the same credit which they should?

The Unfulfilled Dreams

Many a times i wonder what it would be like if i were a dancer - dancing to the tunes of a beautiful song and not worrying about what people think and say. I know if i had taken up dancing lessons more seriously, i would have been a very good dancer. When i see the participants of a dance reality show, i want to be with them so badly. I want to learn all the new dancing styles and want to dance like there is no tomorrow....

Many a times i wonder what it would be like if i were an architect or an interior designer - building dream houses for people and decorating it for them. Looking at the completed project and feeling satisfied with the way it turned out. Turning a cold lifeless house into a warm havens. Where people would look forward to come and relax, where children would feel safe...

Many a times i wonder what it would be like if i were a fashion designer - making pretty dresses, winning in fashion shows, being famous and recognized for my work...

Many a times i wonder if i had not been what i am today what changes would be there in my life. Then again, i thank god for everything he has given me and the courage to accept life as it comes. I know for sure that god know what's best for me. But somewhere deep in my heart i still wish to have an opportunity to fulfill my Unfulfilled Dreams...

The Working Mom

Hi there...
Its Friday evening and i am still sitting and working. When i should be spending time with my family. Sometimes i get so frustrated with this kind of lifestyle, but i have got so used to it that i can just getup and go. This is one question i ask myself many times, should i leave work and be a stay at home mom? or should i continue working for my identity and financial independence. I know this is one tough question to answer and all working moms think about it a million times a day. But whats the answer nobody knows... :-)