Wednesday, May 27, 2009

The Unfulfilled Dreams

Many a times i wonder what it would be like if i were a dancer - dancing to the tunes of a beautiful song and not worrying about what people think and say. I know if i had taken up dancing lessons more seriously, i would have been a very good dancer. When i see the participants of a dance reality show, i want to be with them so badly. I want to learn all the new dancing styles and want to dance like there is no tomorrow....

Many a times i wonder what it would be like if i were an architect or an interior designer - building dream houses for people and decorating it for them. Looking at the completed project and feeling satisfied with the way it turned out. Turning a cold lifeless house into a warm havens. Where people would look forward to come and relax, where children would feel safe...

Many a times i wonder what it would be like if i were a fashion designer - making pretty dresses, winning in fashion shows, being famous and recognized for my work...

Many a times i wonder if i had not been what i am today what changes would be there in my life. Then again, i thank god for everything he has given me and the courage to accept life as it comes. I know for sure that god know what's best for me. But somewhere deep in my heart i still wish to have an opportunity to fulfill my Unfulfilled Dreams...

Friday, May 22, 2009

The Working Mom

Hi there...
Its Friday evening and i am still sitting and working. When i should be spending time with my family. Sometimes i get so frustrated with this kind of lifestyle, but i have got so used to it that i can just getup and go. This is one question i ask myself many times, should i leave work and be a stay at home mom? or should i continue working for my identity and financial independence. I know this is one tough question to answer and all working moms think about it a million times a day. But whats the answer nobody knows... :-)